good and bad day

Ok so it's a good day because I'm now done with school until Monday!!! I have so much fun stuff planned to do this weekend and i'm so ready to go to GA tomorrow night!! i do have to write/ practice a sermon while i'm there so i can preach on Tuesday, but hopefully it will be ok and not too tough!

It's a bad day because a friend of mine and i got into an argument and i'm kind of frustrated by the whole thing. We kind of left things in a strange place, where both of us were upset and mad but we were chatting online so i asked her to have a further conversation about it in person because i didn't want to be misunderstood. I'm really nervous about it, because i'm just afraid that she's not going to want to be a good friend of mine anymore after our conversation, but probably it will take away some resentment and hurt feelings that have been building up over this situation. I think i just have to hope for the best and know that i have to just listen and care about her in all of this and be honest about how i feel because if i can't be honest with a person we shouldn't really be friends anyway, and if she doesn't want to work it out then she had that right, and i can't force her to work it out with me.

So just pray for now, i'm not sure when we're going to have our face to face convo, because audie and i are going out of town. but it needs to happen as soon as possible so that we can get this behind us and move on. I'm really worried about it, but i know that it has reached a breaking point with me and i can't really let it go any more. Ok also a good thing about today/tonight - we're having leftovers!! that might not be a good thing to most people, but that means i don't have to cook dinner!!!

Alrighty, hope you've had a good day today too, and here's hoping that all will be resolved sooner rather than later.

Julia